How many times in your life have you not said what you had to say and not done what you had to, only because you were afraid?

And why were you afraid? Were you in a life-threatening risk? Would you have to make too much effort?

No. You were afraid because you didn't want to be ridiculous, you didn't want to show your weakness, you didn't want to face the truth and confess it to someone.

When you have a fear, it is because you know that there is some danger or many dangers threatening you. It's not a feeling that appears in your behaviour without any reason.

When you are afraid to say the truth, afraid that you might be considered an idiot or dependent on someone else, you are in fact afraid to destroy the image of your ego because it is an idol for you.

Therefore, you prepare a tremendous conspiracy only in order to hide how desperately you need the person you love, or only in order to appear a certain way in your social environment.

You let the person you love suffer very much by being away from you and you yourself suffer far more, only because your ego cannot accept the simplicity of sincerity. You cannot confess your weakness. Therefore, you prefer to lose and suffer without hope than be humble and accept that you need someone.

You prefer to be cold and cruel with the person you would like to hug, only because you think that this must be your attitude, according to your position.

You are afraid to be human, have needs, admit that when you are in love with someone you are weak too, like everybody else in this world, even though many people try to hide it like you.

You are afraid to be humble, simple, insignificant and especially afraid to be disliked. You have to always be on top! You cannot lower yourself. Your pride doesn't allow you to be simple and like the crowd.

Therefore, you prefer to be crazy and become crazier in the future due to your despair. You prefer to lose and to abandon, to humiliate and to condemn.

However, I feel I have the obligation to inform you that schizophrenia and psychosis are waiting for you, when you explode like a bomb because you didn't have the courage to be human, to ask for what you needed so much or even to beg.

Love, pride, fear and craziness are the component parts of a real tragedy.

If you are proud of yourself and you tend to behave as I described before, please think seriously about my words.