A journal to track mood swings
goddess post
hurts and triumphs
longings met
longings denied.
Hopes for a better future
a better today.

Journals and their usefulness
words on pages
describing our hearts
longings
worries
hopefulness.

People write for many reasons...
Esoteric glamour
of older women
beautiful
still?
Women needing to be loved
beyond lines
and sagging skin
and maybe menopause.

Ways to end relationships
lined up on a page
twists and turns
conclusions
denials
seduction leading to hope of resolve
or further indecision.

I write a journal
track my mood swings
a goddess post of sorts
written to myself.

Books read reflected upon
pictures I climb into.
Imagination enhanced
wonders defined.

I consider plots for seductive poems
stories
workplace seduction in my kitchen
beware my lovely husband!
Smiles gone wild.
Yes, an esoteric glamour
romantic plans
fill my pages.

I outline relationship quizzes
list everything that is unmet
balanced with what is
and ponder it all
line up all my faults
again
leading to a certain understanding.

I walk in the mornings
take in newness
deep breaths
flowers and fresh mown grass
new ideas secured.

I plot out art ideas
while listing all my faults
committing to improvement
colors lend to new optimism
I take it in
line my palette with pigment
and plot on.

Deep breaths
Isn't that what 'they' tell you?
Take in life
take deep breaths.
I do
or at least I try.

Music in the background
as I list lessons to me
a journal listing my mood swings
for the moments calm.

So why write a journal?
Why write a goddess post?
How else to meet a new day!
Sorting out knows a sense of freedom
understanding what was not there before
best friend gift ideas
sent to me.